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Birthday: 2/14/1986
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Forget out memories, forget our possibility's.

Just give me myself back and don't stay!

Linkin Park

 

Why is love so hard?

Why is it that we choose to love people who don't love us back?

And last but not least. Why does God bring people into our lives to love and then make us let them go?

Loveing someone is hard to do but haveing to leave someone you love is even harder especially when you have to leave them because they want you to.

people make mistakes right? so why can one person mess up and be forgiven but the same person won't offer forgivness to the one who forgave them?

Wow so many questions.

Broken hearts suck!!


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Currently Playing
Surfacing
By Sarah McLachlan
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Remember the good times that we had

we let them slip away from us when things got bad

clearly i can see your face shining in the sun

i wanna feel your arms around me

i wanna be the one

 

I will remember you

will you remember me

don't let your life pass you by

weep not for the memory's

 

I'm so tired but i can't sleep

standing on the edge of something much to deep

funny how we feel so much but cannot say the words

though we are screaming inside we can't be heard

 

I will remember you

will you remember me

don't let your life pass you by

weep not for the memory's

 

I'm so afraid to love you

more afraid to loose

clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

once there was a darkness deep withing this night

you gave me everything you had

you gave me life

 

I will remember you

will you remember

don't let your life pass you by

weep not for the memory's

 

This is dedicated to a person i care very deeply about who no longer a part of my life.

Goodbye! I am going to miss you!

 

Love sondra 


Wednesday, September 22, 2004

So excited!! I get to see Linden this weekend! wich means going to omaha wich means not being in hastings wich means escaping from all this crap i have been putting up with. i have not been this happy in ages!

Sondra


Thursday, September 09, 2004

Time is never time at all, you can never ever leave without takeing a peice of me and our lives are forever changed. We will never be the same the more you change the less you feel.

~The Smashing Pumpkins~

Last night someone i care about a lot really hurt me but i didn't feel anything. I think my emotions are spent. I wish i could rewind a few years back just so that i can remember who i was and what i felt.

I think it's time to do some backroading. Yep i think i am gonna go burn some gas and do some really really hard praying.

Sondra


Tuesday, March 30, 2004

I just realized something today. I shouldn't be here i don't belong here anymore. I can't grow here i can't be myself here i can only be who everybody expects me to be and i am sick of it i don't know where i am suppose to be or what i am suppose to be doing but i am praying God will show me and that he will show me soon!!



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